my phone, wondering if I should text first. Why is it so hard to just be honest? I hate this weird game of pretending I don’t care as much as I do. And I keep thinking maybe I read too much into everything.. maybe the way you laughed, the way you remembered the smallest things I said, maybe that was just you being nice. I wish I didn’t overthink things so much.
I wish I could just ask you how you feel without being so scared of the answer.
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