lately about my sanity. i'm used to living in this constant depressing state of mind, that doesn't bother me anymore.the problem is it's affecting my memory and brain to a point where i can barely function.
i have troubles remembering things, i forget words, names, sometimes as i'm online it takes me seconds to realize that i'm rereading or rewatching something i just watched 30 minutes ago.
i used to think i'm smart, that at least i had that going for me but i'm slowly losing it and honestly at this rate i don't know if i have it in me to function for another 40 years.
maybe sometimes things get better, i'm doing everything i can to try and focus, reset myself.. but who knows.
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