the big dramatic kind just the slow quiet stuff.Friends who feel like small talk now songs that used to hit different turning into background noise waking up and barely recognizing yourself. You spend so much time trying to grow but one day you wonder if you even like who you’ve turned into.
Sometimes I just stare at the mirror too long trying to remember if this is what I always looked like. I should be proud of how far I’ve come but mostly it just feels like I lost something.
Maybe change is just losing yourself until you’re okay with it.
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